Sunday, 25 December 2011 @ 17:21
It's been a really really really really really.
sad christmas.
CHRISTMAS ALONE.
not really alone,
dad is the couch sleeping,
but still alone.
Uncle Colin was cremated today.
Going to visit 4th uncle at hospital later.
I feel really really miserable.
Depression comes and goes,
but missing someone just gets worse everyday.
I wake up thinking that "today is the day I miss Jack the most"
and it gets more. just...more.
So much that I might actually get angry.
Sorry, I am already angry zzzzz.